Thus making me numb

Wel ,
im back. back with another blog.. though there are more to come..
this time, its even more sensual a thing which bogs ma mind even more than my earlier blog.
feeling, friends, forgiveness... and than forgetting.
i guess few of the virtues of life which are misunderstood by al more than a million times..
but why do we have to misunderstand them a million times? why? Let me see what i think of it..

Feelings - very confusing thing.. u knw a person long enuf n u dnt hv feelings for that person.. you get to know a person and in short time you have immense feelings for that person.. ambiguous isnt it? but i guess, thats hw most of the humanitarian relations and minds work on.. a very wel taped process.. i guess monkeys had this in them.. our unfortunate ancestors..

Friends - th best jewels that a person can have. many people hv written many definitions on friends.. infact, there has been a tv show on relation among friends.. I guess, friends are the ones who make a person feel hw important they are in this world.. Moreover, its friends whom we can count on, in times of happiness n sorrows. friends n feelings go hand in hand, except for the fact that some imbibe in us, some we cherish about, some we cant live without and some cant just be enough..

Misunderstanding among friends for feeeling towards other friends - Hmmmmmm... interesting!!!! This my friends, has always been the main point of conversation whenever there comes a feeling that makes u feel special and get used to.. One thing that i do not understand is the fact that FEELINGS play in a person's life. I may love a gal, my best fren for so many years, cause for which again is feelings. But she loves someone else, cause for which is her feelings to that person..

Is this feeling mere an interpersonal attraction or a completely different phenomenon.. Is this feeling an attraction due to physical needs of one's mental and wordly desires or is it much more than that.. Is this feelings based on a 'by chance' luck or is this related to that mental resonance among two souls..

If a feeling between two very good friends keeps them good friends forever, its the best.. If a feeling divides two very good friends due to lack of improper understanding, who should be held responsible... Friends or the feelings? Friend's feeling can be respected coz she loves another person..

Like someone truly said, "You are 100 times better than the guy I love, but its a matter of feelings. I dont have any feelings for you. You can be my best friend..."

To be honest, I am confused.. how can there be so much of ambiguity, so much hazy picture and mirage everywhere.. I am sure that each one of you who would read this blog, would have undergone this stage in life, atleast once.. If not once, may be more than once..

Afteral, even I am a human being with some amount of emotional quotient, which may be on par with others, is high.. But it does make a difference..

The difference, which again boils down to different feelings.. These feelings, does not make me feel anymore.. Thus making me numb.....